A day in the life

It has been awhile since I wrote in here cause I haven't had time and/or haven't felt the need to...anyways, I feel restless tonight, not like can't sleep (cause I am really tired and sick) but something inside of me is making me nervous...or something...worried...hungry...I don't know, sleepy time, goodnight.

So it is Sunday night, again. Class and work tomorrow...yeah. This weekend was pretty fun though. On Friday I went to Western with Dave, Theresa, and Alex to see Stomp with Brandon. It was really good and I had a really good time that night. Brandon came back with us and Jeff was here too. Saturday was the last home football game for the year and it was really fun too. We then got chinese for dinner last night and sat around. Today I didn't get up until 1 today and I have been doing homework/wandering around. I guess I wanted to write in here because I have been thinking alot about certain things, but it still doesn't really make sense. It's a confusing topic.

So it is 1:26 and I have to get back to writing my paper at 1:30. I don't want to. Especially after just making a run to Taco Bell...and getting pulled over...lol. I didn't get a ticket, he pulled me over for not having my headlights on. Oh well. I was actually really composed and I didn't freak out so it was alright. I'm kinda proud of myself actually. The past couple of days have been alright, nothing too special. The game was really freakin cold and wet on Saturday and I just did homework on Sunday so yeah. Pilates was really fun tonight, we couldn't stop laughing for some reason :-) This week should be less hectic than last week because I don't have any exams, but I do have a crapload of french. Alright it is 1:30, gotta go finish my paper by 2 so I can get about 7 hours of sleep. Goodnight.

So I am feeling kinda really crappy right now so I decided to write in here cause that is what I do. I'm glad this week is finally almost over. I have had so much to do this week kinda and I am just in a really bad state of mind right now. I kinda just want to be alone, but that is part of the problem so yeah...I'm done writing, didn't help much.

I am procrastinating again. Oh well. The past couple of day have been good I guess. Lots of homework and such, but otherwise pretty good. I skipped my first class of the semester today, it was nice. Although I just did more homework during that time. I also went to Audrey's concert tonight which was good. My ridiculously good mood has dissipated somewhat...Tomorrow is Lost with people, but I don't know if I will watch it cause I have an exam on Thursday...yay...my mood has actually fallen alot...life continues...

Life is good right now I think. At least I am in really good mood about everything and I am loving it. Something happened the other night that I have been thinking about and I don't know how to explain it but I am in a really good mood now. Actually I do know how to explain it, but I don't want to :-) Other than that I have just been hanging around here. We went and saw The Prestige last night and it was really good. We also went to Steak and Shake after, it was amazing. Today is the football game which should be fun. Well, I gotta go finish getting ready. GO BLUE!!!!

So this weekend is fall break and I am really enjoying the time off thus far. On Saturday we went to Cedar Point with Brad and Audrey and it was amazingly fun, kinda cold, but one of the best days I have had in awhile. Yesterday I did some homework, but I mostly sat around and today had been pretty much the same. Life has been treating me pretty good in most areas, not all, but most. Some things still on my mind, but I have been thinking about them differently, trying to see all sides. Anyways...I still have two exams after break that I am not looking forward to. And they are both history exams so...yeah. Well, back to homework I guess cause I can't write anything else. :-)

Another week has started and I already want it to be the weekend. This past weekend was fun. On Friday we went to Western and that was fun, then the football game on Saturday was fun too. I also enjoyed seeing people I haven't seen in awhile. Sunday was full of homework, but for some reason I didn't really mind. Last night was a good time and tonight has been okay. I have a french exam on Thursday that I am starting to freak out about, but it will be over before I know it. Last night I didn't sleep too well at all. Stupid charlie horses and dry throats and posters. Hopefully tonight will be less eventful, but tomorrow is also my early day, so that sucks. Oh well. I will make it through everything just like I always do. Goodnight.

Today was an alright day. Classes were fine, I guess and work was fine. Tonight was fun. Now that I am just sitting here, I realize that I am in a good mood for once. It's kinda nice. But I am also thinking about certain things in my life that I need to figure out, and certain things that I want to change. It's complicated and I probably don't make much sense but whatever. Thursday's are always my worst days cause I have all of my classes. Oh well. Tomorrow night should be fun. Well, bedtime for me.

It is now Tuesday and for some reason I just felt like writing in here. There is stuff I want to say, but can't. I have been doing French like all night, it was sooo much fun...Tomorrow is my early day and that upsets me, oh well, I basically only have two days of classes left because Friday doesn't really count. Oh yeah, except I have an exam I forgot about, whoops. Today was such a nice day and we had sun for once. It felt so good on my face and it put me in a really good mood. That mood has since ended, but oh well. My outlook on life will be better tomorrow. For some reason I keep on putting myself into bad moods at night. I realized some stuff tonight. Well, I guess I should finish this history reading or maybe I will wander some.

So it is a Monday night and I am sitting here with Audrey and Brad watching X-Men. It's a good time. I'm kinda tired though. Then again, when am I not tired lol. The past couple of days have been interesting and I have actually been in a better mood. Work has been fine and classes have been going well. On Friday we are going to Western to see Aida with Brandon, Audrey, Brad and someone else, aka, I need to find someone else to go with me. I had pilates tonight and I felt really good after, but I was also hungry so I kinda negated the exercise with pizza rolls lol. I'm also excited because we are gonna go to Cedar Point over fall break. Well, I should finish my reading then probably go to bed semi-early tonight (yeah right).

So here I am procrastinating again. I am in the middle of studying for my map quiz and I really don't want to go back to it. I am so exhausted, I think I should go to bed soon. So life wasn't really interesting today, just another Tuesday. I wish something different would happen, something unexpected. I don't know where this mood is coming from, I'm kinda just blah right now. It only seems to happen at night. I kinda want to go for a walk or something, talk to someone, I don't know about what, but it would be nice to actually have a real conversation with someone.
I had a pretty scary moment last night when a skunk was walking straight for me and was about ten feet away. I made a run for the door to Bursley. It was intense lol. I also tripped in front of alot of people today, it was a good time. Well, back to map stuff...

So the day of my birth is officially over. It wasn't anything really special, just another day really. I'm kinda in a crappy mood right now, don't know why...I just realized the only time I write in this thing is when I am in a crappy mood...and I lied, I know why I am in a crappy mood, oh well. I'm also pretty bored, maybe I will go find something to do. Or maybe I should just go to sleep. Whatever. I already can't wait for this week to be over. I wish life would stop being so damn confusing all the time, although I guess that is part of the fun of life, trying to figure out what the hell is going on...

So life has been going since I last wrote. Classes and work are pretty much the same. I should sleep more than I do, but I probably won't. Right now I am sitting here while Alex is asleep on my couch, it's an exciting time. Brandon and Jeff were both here this weekend and we had some good times with Nelly and Brian. And life is still confusing the crap out of me. Sometimes you just don't know what to do...

So I am sitting here listening to some music in between doing homework and stuff. I'm kinda bored, but I am also in kinda a bad mood, so...I don't know. We went home yesterday and saw West Side Story at Stagecrafters with Brandon, Brian, and Nelly. Mac was in it. After we went to National with a bunch of other people and then hung out at Brandon's house. It was a good time. We got back around 3 this afternoon and I have basically been doing homework ever since. Maybe that is the reason for the crappy mood? I don't know. Well, I'm gonna go read some Beowulf then probably hang out for a little while longer. I feel like an idiot.

The past couple of days have been fun and I really don't want to start classes tomorrow. I guess it will give me something to fill the time with, and I guess I am kinda excited for my classes, but I don't want to deal with homework. I got really upset this morning when I learned that Steve Irwin has passed away. I am still upset. I might be overreacting, but he did a lot for animal conservation and I really respect him for all that he did.

I'm just sitting here being bored while everyone else is doing move in makers. Actually I am listening to some SNL Jeopardy skits that I got from Audrey, they are sweet. She just came back so I'm not alone anymore lol. I have been so tired the past couple of days and I really didn't want to get up this morning. I am thinking about joining a yoga class here at school, I really liked it the one time I tried it. It costs money, but I think it will be worth it. Well, I'm tired of writing stuff, so I'm gonna go find something else to do. I just want to keep my mind off of something.

Well, here I am back at school. It has been fun so far and I like our room. I really don't know what else to say cause I really don't want to say anything else, I'm just kinda in a crappy mood right now.

It has been awhile since I updated last because I just don't spend time online anymore. I have basically just been working and hanging out with friends as usual. Clovis left to go home to France last week which was sad. We just got back from a weekend up at the cabin, which was fun. Brandon came with us and we showed him around and stuff. I only have five more days of work and then we are going on a road trip with some friends to Nashvile, Memphis, around that area. It should be fun. After that we are spending a week up at the cabin with the family and then we have a week before we go back to school. Summer has flown by so fast, but I have enjoyed it.

The past two days at work have actually been kind of interesting because we finally did orientation, after I have been working there for two months lol. Sunday night we got White Castles and ate them on the Adams roof. It was sweet. Last night we went and saw Superman at the IMAX in 3D with Brandon, Brian, Nelly, and Clovis. It was amazing! The parts that were 3D were so cool and I jumped in my seat when things came at me lol. Tonight was Clovis' going away party because he is going back to France soon. It is sad but hopefully he will keep in touch with all of us. Tomorrow night Kelley, my dad and I are going up north for the weekend. We are coming back early Sunday and then we have a BBQ with college people that night because Brad is coming Saturday, so that should be fun.
I can't figure out how to say what I want to say, so I will update when I figure it out...Goodnight.